Moving across the streets and listening to a line from a girl “it is not a bad day, it is a bad life, and one corrected it is not the bad life it is you are looking on a bad side, turn it you will find something less than good” (mourning on this fake positivism). The daily hustle of going to college, completing work, listening to LinkedIn stories looking at couples around you (you still think of your 11th standard crush), and the all-tired with the shining sun at its peak.
You know what can be the worst thing to happen is what we fear the most, and then imagine the exact thing that serves on our plate the next day. The environment of sadism we have in our surroundings is more depressing than the actual one we are in at present. The real problem starts when we start answering ourselves and stop realizing the fact that the situation and circumstances will be much different. Someday you are the happiest person on another you, become the rudest. Someday you are the most irritated with another you, are a silent person who does not talk much. Change in emotions, confusion, heaviness, thoughts to yell as loud as possible are all you feel when your heart is going through something that moment your heart wants to lay in bed with closed eyes with the fact that sleep will not come to you, but what your hearts need is to listen. The numbness you go through when you want to talk to your person, and you get suddenly hit by the situation that it will not be possible because of schedule and you take a moment of a deep breath, tell yourself it is okay be calm, it is okay!!!
Now, you will be thinking the above six sentences did not have any story, they do not even relate to each other much, but somewhere around these past days, you had related to one of them, or you have seen someone go through them. I will not say be kind, listen to each other because you know a whole social media is filled with that oral positivity(But). The moment when you jump into someone’s soul, it will ask you for time, it will ask you for some commitment, and sometimes it will question you. These three are less to ask from a person you love, though the situation gets worse for some people when the “LESS” becomes a “LOT” to someone, the distance of a less to lot somewhat creates what you called “TOXICITY” in relation.
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