In the past weekend, I saw this movie called “ALL THE BRIGHT PLACES”. It becomes necessary in this present era of the world to have mental peace and the presence of someone you can talk open heartedly. Every place has its beauty it is the mind that took time to investigate it.
A very captivating line I hear in this movie is “ it’s okay to get lost until you get your way”, sometimes we don’t feel like writing, we don’t feel to read, we feel good sitting alone in the terrace because it provide peace to our soul, it gives us time to know ourselves better, to know that we are special and our existence matter.
This past seven month of pandemic made me realize one thing about myself is, I can’t hold some people in my life because I make them stop talking to me rather than they do, the thing which I do can hurt me but the pain is more when it is done by them maybe this sound so strange, it is something I know but always deny to accept.
There will be the presence of people who make you realize many thoughts, things and will grow you, the beauty of that is you learn, you heal, you grow.
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There is a grief inside my heart which make it heavy day by day, it’s not explainable and maybe my reason of every time mood swings . Sometimes it become difficult to express but the beauty of this feel is after days you appreciate yourself about how you have successfully passed the time without letting anyone knows and there you become strong , self confident rise and obviously self love increases . What a beautifull thing about problems ??😂 ,that lying on bed before sleeping you feel I was crying on that stupid thing but that time it was making sense to you right . It’s just a time buddy it will also pass . When you wake up in the morning with a smiling face that’s a real wealth anyone could have or I wish it for myself as well. Keep yourself happy most importantly your soul which needs to shine , needs to grace, to embrace your smile so boldly that if a person could see get inspired from you ❤.

Lockdown it’s just full of ups and down there were days when I just sit with blank face with heavy heart and blunder of thoughts in mind it took days or months to be normal and make things fine . That time it’s just totally diffrent feeling I cant express what it feel and dont want anyone to feel .There are very few people in life who will see you are okay who will make sure that you to be okay and if you think you have just hold them tightly . Being at the age of 18 telling this dont tell that I am sounding over mature but it’s only that the maturity doesn’t come by age it come by situation so dont compare maturity and age. you and we dont even predict what the person is suffering and what is hiding behind that beautifull smiling faces 🍁.

What attracts more a person looks a body noo the thing matters the soul and way he accept us is more important. We are living in this era where acceptance is mostly lacking between a bond where every one needs it the most but people somewhere forget that they can get by them self also and then where self love lack at a point….

That air on mountains that unpretending cloud design always give me a new ray of hope to live to give a ourself a new chance to trust to rely on people. The peace we get when air touches our face my hairs is another feel which I dont wanted to feel always because I want it to always be special…

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Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton